One moment I’m here and another I’m lost far out my own universe. The heartaches emptied my emotions, killed my soul and the pain made me sick in the head. I should be numb by now but why do I still feel the pain of saying goodbye? I let go when I’m still holding on and now my world falls apart. I’m shattered and I know I am going through another seemingly never-ending brokenness.
I’m alone, I chose to be one. No one’s with me. I’m all alone. I’m no better than another dead angel. Alive as I may seem, breathing, my heart beats but I’m dead inside. I died last night.
Would you care to resurrect me from the dead?
Saying goodbye is such a bitter-sweet act, parting is rather painful. A conspiracy between the heart and the mind commissioned my being to put into end anything that is too good to be true.
I hear the sound of silence; it’s getting louder and louder as I lay into calmness. Too loud that it hit me in the brain and made me more sick in the head. Where are you now?
Here I am now in a world I got used to be. Familiar as I am but I’ve become a stranger – still lost and will choose to be forever lost until someone found me and bring me back to where I really belong.
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