One Day...

One day I will be happy… it is not this day, nor tomorrow… yet I know one day it will be so…

I know not what is the meaning behind this sadness… this daily pain… I feel as if my angel is crying…

I hear not his cries… I miss his sweet voice… I miss his embrace…

One day I will be free… it is not this day, nor tomorrow… yet I know one day it will be so…

I know not the reason for these feelings… I may be sad… but I am alright. It is not the sadness that bothers. It is something sweeter, deeper… I can not explain further, one day I will understand. I know one day....

One Day I Will:

Take off my mask and just be ME.

Take my clothes on for a smaller size.

Wear a single digit size.

Graduate master's degree.

Find genuine happiness.

Get my own place with my dog.

Live in a farm.

Figure out who I want to be.

Be someone I can live with.

Not get winded when walking my dog.

Teach my dog to walk properly.

Stop yelling at people at work.

Fall in love.

Look in the mirror and not cringe.